Grad night was a blast!
I think you would know :)
Go to facebook.
Hideous hair + exposed fats + funny makeup + blisters all over my third and forth toe + cough and flu.
Haha :D but my friends and teachers made it fun enough.
I was happy that night, even though lethargic and drowsy :)
Y'know, watching Zhishu and Xiangqin has made this week a very enjoyable week for me. Idk, i feel like i'm part of their shadows watching them. Seeing their every tribulations and HILARIOUS ENCOUNTERS has resulted in a very very happy chengmei (:
Plaster has been a joy for me too.
Heh, maybe being a slob and doing nothing constructive does bring fun.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LINGHUI AND PEARLYN!
HAHA ANCIENT PEOPLE TOO! JOIN THE GANG AT LAST :)
WE CAN FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY WATCH NC16 MOVIES IN THE CINEMAS :D ALTHOUGH THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO WATCH :O
HEH HEH I HOPE Y'ALL ENJOYED YOUR BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS!
WE NEARLY CRACKED OUR HEADS PLANNING OKAY :D
WE WENT TO ICESKATE FOR PEARLYN'S BIRTHDAY :) AND I NEARLY DIED OF FRIGHT WHILE DOING SO. SARAH AND I WERE CLUTCHING ONTO EACH OTHER LIKE LEECHES TO SAVE OUR BUTTS :O HEY BUT WE DIDN'T FALL OKAYYYY.
UNJUST PEARLYN AND ANGIE WERE ZIPPING AROUND LIKE PROS :)
HAHA BUT IT WAS FUN, THOSE TWO HOURS THAT NEARLY HAD ME DEAD FROM FEAR :/
HAHAHAHA OKAY BLABBERING HERE IS SUFFICE.
OFF I GOOOOOOO :)

Btw Zhi Shu and Xiangqin are really cute together :D
Haha their onscreen chemistry is so strong, it feels like pH1 sulphuric acid or something.
Okay, i'm going crazy.
Aah and yesterday, i had my first taste of gp :( here's the verdict: it's worser than Amaths T.T
Religion? I'm as good as not having one since i'm so daft :(

Squad chalet was awesome, to say the least.
But i shall talk about it some other time, when i'm less stoned.
I'm just here to grumble and rant slightly.
I'm fairly angry now. I don't know, recently i get angry and agitated very easily. It's like, at times i truly have the impulse to actually poke people. Argh i know it's wrong to have such frequent outbursts, and yes i am ashamed of my complaints, however, i don't know why i'm like that. Especially when i'm brooding, or daydreaming.
Currently, i want to kill the hairdresser.
It's not his fault, really, but oh well, it can't be my fault since i didn't cut it.
Oh and i am the least abashed by this: I HATE COUNCIL.
I sort of abhore the saikang crap and the people in there, omg.
The people.
Not all are bad. I did enjoy meeting on monday, maybe because some people didn't come.
Tomorrow.
Yuck.

The Exams are over but why do i still have a madman's schedule?!
Grrr and today was insane(ish). Denise and i walked around almost whole of amk central AND the market across the mrt station. Tiring okay. Stinking doyleys =.= Oh well, but it was quite funny :D I kind of had fun :D
Hmm but council wasn't as bad as i anticipated it to be :) Free people = fun people.
Hurray.
Another crazy schedule tomorrow and the day after and the day day after and so on and so forth.
I HAVE NO SHOES YET!

gasp.

OH OH AND LAST SATURDAY AND SUNDAY, i nearly died of muscle aches :/ Even my ribcage hurt when i laughed. And scrubbing my back while bathing was a pain in the neck (literally).
However, i like Wii quite a bit :) And Harry Potter. He is freaking cool. Although highly unrealistic, i seriously wished he did exist :)

hahah okay i think i am going to sell those stinking books to the rag-and-bone man!
why?
because i don't ever need them.
why?
because i have reached the end.
why?
because today's friday the thirteenth.
why?
hahah whatever.
(P.S. i won't be burning those books anymore. Incomplete combustion produces carbon monoxide which can combine with your haemoglobin in the rbc and hopefully kill you heh)

(: i can't believe i would actually live to see THIS DAY.
*grins like a cheshire cat until my ears disappears
i will revive this dying blog some other day, when i'm more in the mood.
i feel like singing now and doing the victory dance :D and mind you, i can't dance!
OH AND WE LOVE Wii! :)
tennis + boxing + cooking mama + idk what else = arm aches :)
but it's worth it :D

when life gives you lemons, make lemonade.

oh, vanquished discipline, discipline, where thou art discipline?
): i'm so dead.

*cusses*

IN SIX DAYS (OR PART THEREOF), I AM GOING TO LEAP OUT OF THE PLANE WITHOUT A PARACHUTE AND PERFORM THE GREATEST FLYING ACT IN ALL OF HISTORY.
PLEASE DO NOT BOTHER TO WATCH BECAUSE I AM VERY SELF-CONSCIOUS.
AND EXTREMELY EMBARRASSED.
I AM GOING TO RISK ALL FOUR LIMBS TO JOIN THE STUPID PEOPLE CLUB.
HOW COOL IS THAT???
YOU WON'T QUALIFY THOUGH. SAD HUH.
WELL, BLAME YERSELF FOR BEING SO SMARTTTTTTTT >:O
I'M GOING TO DO A TEN CONSECUTIVE SOMERSALTS IN THE AIR!

and land with a splat very unceremoniously.

what i am doing now should have been done in june.
i would really give up something valuable in exchange for four months.
truly, i would.

:( a month more.
only a month more.

:D YESTERDAY WAS A BLAST.
I think i had quite a bit of fun, and quite a bit of overeating :/
The ceremony in the morning was rather exciting to watch but the waiting was sooooooooo sloooooow and waiting in the sun didn't help much :O hahah the bride was very very pretty :) Oh and my cousin was literally glowing and flushed with happiness. You could see it on his face :D I think my doubts about wedding are kinda less severe. Anyway, i had to stay in a house full of people i barely knew because they were on my auntie's husband's side. Totally unrelated but they were quite hospitable i suppose since they didn't take us as intruders. (HEY!) Aye but they (the whole of the other extended family) are a bunch of creepy smart people that i was suffering from mild inferiority complex. Like, they didn't have to mention it or say it out loud, "Eh we are all rafflesians." But i could feel it. Usually, my hunches are accurate (maybe because they are so jarringly obvious)
OH YEAH THE DINNER WAS AWESOME :)
I presumed that it would probably be something big and large scaled but wow, it was a simple affair. Nevermind that the location probably could burn a humongous hole in your pocket. The food was scrumption. I actually ate the prawns, that was bathed in wasabi. The company was fantastic because i sat with my favourite peopole. The bride and groom were stunning (as per normal) and my cousin sang for his wife :) WHICH IS SO SWEET. The entire ballroom was rather quite though, not the rowdy noisy atmosphere that i usually thought was the case. Maybe it's just docotors, that why -.- Haha the speeches were so funny and quirky :) and touching. I barely know the bride but the speech by younger siser nearly made people cry :)
I really hope that my cousins will have a blissful and joyous marriage :)
I WANT NEPHEWS AND NIECES!

Feeling woozy.

A first for the many lasts to come.
Aah :(

that stupid evil diabolical freak receptionist at the school general office deserves to die ):<
uber pissed off at that papaya faced woman, zomg.
MY FRIEND WAS IN HELL A LOT OF PAIN AND HER MUM WAS ALREADY IN SCHOOL WAITING.
AM I SUPPOSED TO KEEP THEM WAITING??!
AND I DID FIND THE AM AT THE GENERAL OFFICE. YOU GUYS WERE OFF AND AWAY SLACKING AT LUNCH.
I COULD NOT FIND THE VP. AM I SUPPOSED TO GALLIVANT AROUND THE ENTIRED SCHOOL TO LOOK FOR HER DURING MY LESSON TIME HUH?
AND FIND MY LEVEL HEAD, OH SURE. SHE WASN'T EVEN IN SCHOOL FOR PETE'S SAKE.
OH NO BUT YOU HAD TO STILL SCOLD ME AND TELL ME "PROCEDURES ARE PROCEDURES".
YOU HAD TO SNATCH THE PAPER FROM ME, RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME IN FRONT OF A LOT OF PEOPLE WHEN I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A CLUE.

WHAT I REALLY HATE MOST ABOUT PEOPLE ARE WHEN THEY WEAR SHOES TOO BIG FOR THEMSELVES AND SCOLD ME AS THOUGH THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO.
YOU PEOPLE ASSUME TO MUCH.

HELLO, YOU ARE THE RECEPTIONIST.
YOU PICK UP PHONE CALLS AND ANSWER QUIRIES, NOT YELL AT PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN IN THE SCHOOL FOR LONGER THAN YOU KNEW YOUR KIDS' NAMES OKAY.

ROAR!

To say that i am uber fucked up would be an understatement.
The understatement of the century.

Yet again, Angola has taught me that occasionally, the underdog triumphs over the presumed victor.
Please let me be that dark horse.
I will gallop (more of gallumph very unglamoroulsy though) and bite of the head ot that stinking oponent - that cursed printed paper.
Macs for lunch is greatly satisfying :)
My results, alas, are not.
Damn me.
I am dead prepared to go to ite to learn about hair cutting.
Who is going to be my first customer?

I SERIOUSY HAVE NO SCHOOL TO GO TO NEXT YEAR.
T.T (bawls in undeserving self-pity)

and come back to me.

Oh gawd. Oh bummer. Oh spite.
I'm trying to type in proper, understandable english instead of banging the keypad with my fist.
Neanderthal, you ):<

I am just wondering, does your decency decrease as your age increases? I notice things i wish i did not and it's rather annoying because it totally destroys whatever impressions i've harboured as the child. Adults irk me. I might want to become a vampire.
(still hoping in vain)
(how futile)
(idiocy)

chagrined but defiant.

I am going to trash you, printed paper with horrible questions.
Scrunches my face and emits the fiercest growl possible.

they are no good to me.

There's a new cat around here! Ugly colour, pity, but it's still a kitten :D Probably about three months old?
And just now, i got to touch flat face :O that hostile, feral and wild mini tom-tiger let me stroke him :) meow kitty wasn't too happy though. Poor meow, she's so old and elderly yet she has to fight with all these young, nubile cats that are freaking ferocious when necessary. Especially flat face. He's so HUGE. Meow's fifteen btw, old enough to die because that's an average cat's lifespan. However, meow is still very very pretty and extremely loyal. I love meow :)
Alright, i shall stop about the cat friends i have.
I decided to go on an indefinite haitus. Like a serious serious serious one ):
I might not come back.
I hope i won't come back.
If i create a new one, too bad.
I was looking through my old blog(s) and i found this:

renewal
saturday, august 09, 2008
Chengmei is brave.
She decided to log on blogger although she's under the very strict scrutinity of her mum.
And she hates lj currently.
"HOW TO FIND MY BLOG?!"
See, blogger dear, i don't want to close you down.
But we don't have much of a choice, do we?
You'll be back.

Haha it's the reverse now.
Goodbye.
It's goodbye and not goodnight.

don't salt my name with bitter tears.













(okay, maybe i will blog tomorrow?)

blotched job.

):<

Aha and tomorrow may be a seemingly insignificant day for you but it's someone's birthday tomorrow :D
I know she won't see this until perhaps 048327904 days later but anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIPING! YOU ARE FINALLY AS ANCIENT AS ME! JOIN THE SENIOR CITIZEN COMMITTEE!
Haha okay i refuse to admit that i am old. But you areeeeeeeee.
Hahah can you believe that weiping, joannah and i have been together for more than three and a half years? Wow that's super long :O to imagine that we were like KIDS then - irritating and very very immature and now we are boring and old already :/ Okay, only you are.
HOWEVER THAT DOESN'T CHANGE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU :)
THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A =.= FRIEND! YOU HAVE MADE ME BECOME SUPER CRAZY FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS! ALL THE SERIOUSLY STUPID AND WEIRD THINGS WE DID. WE SERIOUSLY GOT INTO TROUBLE A LOT OF TIMES EEK. (the yellow bins??? the seniors???) AND YOU GETTING YOURSELF BLACKLISTED BY MY MUM :D WE MUST GO OUT AND PLAY AFTER OLEVELS :) 
AHH MAYBE I CAN GO POKE ANOTHER HOLE AGAIN! AND JOANNAH CAN DRIVE ME TO MY GRAVE ONCE MORE :D
Heh whenever i think of SECTION! i think of fun and lots of laughter (and certainly a lot of patience)

but now i don't see them anymore.

SERIOUSLY, CHEMISTRY AND I HAVE ZERO CHEMISTRY.
NOTHING AT ALL. KOSONG. ZILCH. NIL.
HE/ SHE/ IT AND I ARE LIKE OIL AND WATER.
WE DON'T MIX.
AND NEVER EVER WILL.
I THINK I AM GOING TO PULL OUT ALL OF MY ALREADY THINNING HAIR.
Baldy.
Mehhhhhhhhh frustration is like !!! It keeps building up. I think i might explode.
How exciting. Who is going to look for my flying limbs and innards?
Don't forget my feet.
Trample on you, stinking blinking chemistry.
I am the biggest atom around in the universe. So big that the electrostatic forces of attraction between the stupid positively charged nucleus and negatively charged valence electrons are almost negligible. No attachment to you, nopey dopey.
Oh and i bought a new book BY JACQUELINE WILSON. Trust me, she won't fail you :)
I read another two books over the last two days :O

Rash. Brash. Impulsive, irrational, unreasonable, illogical.
Aha this sounds like adjectives for irrational love and infactuation (LIT!) but nope, i'm not in any lovey dovey mood now. I think i need to control my feelings a little more. I am sprouting out things that should never been mentioned, now that i am no longer a child. You know, whenever i read parenting magazines (credits to mummy), i see articles such as "my teenager won't open up to me." and i seriously wonder, why do i talk so much. Why do i let on so much of my life. I should really shut up for good and leave it at that.
Today was kind of... odd because i really didn't know how to respond. I don't have that kind of experience to reply you back like that. Or cope with such queer behavior. I was stumped. I was like, "huh?"
Arghhhhhhhh.
Ill-disciplined.
I half devoured To Kill a Mocking Bird yesterday. Last week it was the whole twilight saga. They aren't testing me on twilight and how hot hot hot edward cullen is.
I need to concentrate on what reaaaaaaaally needs reading.
I know i'm on a steady road to self-destruction and i am relinquishing all self-respect and self-love for myself.
But since so, i mind as well die a death with dignity huh.
I mean, what's the point of dying and leaving behind the impression that i'm a complete loser. I ought to fight to death. At least i would be remembered (if at all) for being a less complete loser.
Yes, although i am going to die, i won't die without putting up a fight.
P(to get 54 points)= 1.
Yonder, a big fat 1.
I shall aim for a 53 haha.

Cynical painted maypole.
You should live with/ like Boo Radley.
(i abhore X)